C***@gmail.com
2006-07-01 14:12:28 UTC
I had a long dream last night where I was shopping for role-playing
books. I was buying the white-wolf system of games and desperately
wanted to play. I'm not sure why I was buying white-wolf because they
have recently changed the game system and it is even worse than it was
before. I've never been actually able to play a white wolf game, and
it isn't only because I don't have friends who like role playing. In
my dream I imagined a realistic game system that paralleled what it's
like to actually be psychic, wiccan, or practicing ritual magic. And
you know I've put thought into creating my own game where there are no
real rules, but just a realistic foundation to base the adventure on.
It would be a really fun game to me, if there were expensive costumes
and props I could own, which would set me appart as someone who lived
in a gothic/cyberpunk setting. Then everyone who wanted to play could
also buy the costumes and just hang out. Then we could all just study
and practice magick, and deal with the fact that no one would accept us
as part of the American culture. Sure, maybe the spells wouldn't
always come true for people who were only there for the fun of it, but
sometimes if you really make an effort to pretend they are working they
have an effect. Kind of like how in other cultures when people dress
up as the gods and act out what the gods are doing in a play. That's a
ritual in itself.
books. I was buying the white-wolf system of games and desperately
wanted to play. I'm not sure why I was buying white-wolf because they
have recently changed the game system and it is even worse than it was
before. I've never been actually able to play a white wolf game, and
it isn't only because I don't have friends who like role playing. In
my dream I imagined a realistic game system that paralleled what it's
like to actually be psychic, wiccan, or practicing ritual magic. And
you know I've put thought into creating my own game where there are no
real rules, but just a realistic foundation to base the adventure on.
It would be a really fun game to me, if there were expensive costumes
and props I could own, which would set me appart as someone who lived
in a gothic/cyberpunk setting. Then everyone who wanted to play could
also buy the costumes and just hang out. Then we could all just study
and practice magick, and deal with the fact that no one would accept us
as part of the American culture. Sure, maybe the spells wouldn't
always come true for people who were only there for the fun of it, but
sometimes if you really make an effort to pretend they are working they
have an effect. Kind of like how in other cultures when people dress
up as the gods and act out what the gods are doing in a play. That's a
ritual in itself.